Of sticks and cotton balls*

Too Good to End

2011-12-12T18:58:00.001+08:00

Well hello, it's the month of December.
And what more, we're gifted with a nifty little public holiday.

With little time on my hands before the day ends, here you go.

Carrefour, what?

How can so much of fun come from a box!

The Other End

2011-11-13T03:01:00.001+08:00

How can so much happen in such a short span of time?
They say life begins after death.
I trust and believe it so, but still. Even so.

You are missed.

Simplicity

2011-10-15T00:05:00.000+08:00

Simple prayers. Try it.

Sigh, weddings.
Funnnnnn!
And here, is my first attempt on stealing a photo from fb.

Daily Arch's

2011-09-30T00:25:00.000+08:00

With much laziness to do something about this picture.
Here's to say that I like the stationery part of a bookstore.

Ever so wonderfully colourful and vast.
You always find something that you might need. But really, you don't.

Sigh, I miss that place already, I'm not done with you yet!

No reason now

2011-08-31T02:35:00.000+08:00

No reason to speak, to think or even to imagine.
Loads of reason to sleep though. Yum.
Even so, no reason enough.

How is it so hard to find something right?

How

2011-07-27T02:09:00.001+08:00

They say, doing something is better than doing nothing.
But then I thought I knew. I don't think I do.
So what more, than to do nothing?

Sometimes you've just gotta let go la. Especially when you know something's not right.
But somethings are just too goood! Like water. Lol

Sigh, temptations. Can you stop tempting me?

For realzz.

I kid you not.

All the Would Have and Could Haves

2011-06-07T20:43:00.003+08:00

Sigh, being able to be home on a Tuesday night at 8pm is putting me in such a blissful state that it makes me want to blog about it.

(: I like school holidays.

Timeless

2011-05-15T23:01:00.000+08:00

I'm beginning to realize that i like the coastal roads.
Pretty green and pretty blue.
Everything small, nothing more.

Having forgotten, who would have imagined it is actually just a simple drive away.

Oh yes, two days till my four day weekend ends!
Feeling sleepy already.

Until I Find Out

2011-04-19T22:57:00.006+08:00

Many a times, I find that my title speaks louder than the post.

I miss writing ..What writing, you ask? You're not alone.
Ha. 2 years ago.
Needa think more.

Oh yum! I must admit, I got a little greedy. Too greedy infact.
How can one not?!
But really, I'm not one of those overzealous for these.
It was a, just cause.

JustbecauseIcan.

Life will never be the same 3 years from now.
Expect, excites!
Time.

Funny Little Angels

2011-03-31T02:20:00.000+08:00

Guess what I did in the office today?
Oh wait, this was the other day.

Okay, now guess what I did in the office today??

How does one find a mirror in a farm.

And pretty little sibuk baby chicks.

Its a little hectic. Sometimes not so much.
But its been fun fun fun fun.

A Flower for You

2011-02-28T22:13:00.001+08:00

So friggin stinkin tired all the friggin stinkin time! BAH!

Baggage

2011-01-26T16:00:00.000+08:00

When crazy number of years have gone by. 10, 20 or even 5.
It seems forever, yes?

Question is, did you really grow?
Doesn't seem like its been forever anymore.

*

For the FIRST time in my 22 years of life, i sat in an airplane! Sad but true, however better late than never.
Vietnam was the destination and I really likes it a lot. A lot a lot. Didn't wanna come home so early, and that's truly saying something there.

Okehbai.

Help, once again

2010-12-23T03:37:00.001+08:00

I LOATHE the act of preparing resume's! OMAIGAWD

What more do you want

2010-12-01T04:18:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile since I looked up, and the sky is exceptionally clear tonight. "Hello, Orion", I say.

Might post more than once this month!
Mebbe, mebbenot.

Bumming is the most tired thing one can do. You stay at home all day, or you stay out all night.
Either way you'd end up being tired anyway.

That is all dear reader.
*and if you knew me you'd insert a British accent right there.

November, november

2010-11-02T01:48:00.001+08:00

The first official day of unemployment, was how it was suppose to be.

Wake at the early hours of morning, travel, long breakfasts, long lunches.
Surf the net, open a book 10 minutes long, sitting by the pool legs in with wrinkly toes until sundown comes.
Of course with family and more family, makes it even better.

Though the first unofficial day of unemployment felt like one just went through a breakup. A 5 month old relationship that is. As crazy as that sounded.

There you go.

2010-10-01T23:42:00.003+08:00

I have a confession to make.

I, like purple.
Yes I've said it! But I still don't believe it. It just HAPPENS to look good on the things I wanna get.. not that I buy it for the love of the colour. Oh well.

+++

I have the most deceitful parents ever! <3
There I was,finally home from class and soon after I exclaimed that I thought I heard a kitten meowing. Went out to check and nah..
Settled down sometime later to have dinner and there it was again! Even louder than before. I scrammed outside the door and saw a little black kitty in the porch.
Dad goes saying to mom, "Why didn't you throw the kitten away?"

!!!!!!!! the HORROR. They knew it all along!!
Can you imagine? When I said i thought i heard a kitten, they kept silent. lolomg.

Parents.
Oh, just so you know.. I'm finally a hundred ringgit poorer!

An Ounce of Happiness.

2010-09-29T00:38:00.000+08:00

A hundred ringgit poorer, and an ounce happier.

That was what i was suppose to be. Anyhow, that shall be postponed to Thursday. Can't wait!

As of now,
Need a haircut.
Burnt lips in aim to avoid burnt tongue.
Misses.
Anticipation.
Annoy the cat.

Sleep.
Mmhm yes, sleep.

Where art thou, Saturdays?

2010-08-28T01:17:00.001+08:00

If tomorrow would be a holiday..

Oh look I drew an elephant!

Got addicted to Graffiti on fb but i don't know why I went to paint instead. Maybe because I wanna do it for myself.
I guess this was relatively easy, no hind legs you see. But it was one of the live cuter pics ones I found.

Gimme something else to draw NOW! Promise I'll work on the background.

Is the word draw even the right term? Paint? Finger painted?

Tak Nak

2010-07-12T00:18:00.001+08:00

Nak layan, ke tak nak layan.

The Likes.

2010-06-26T12:20:00.001+08:00

Ask me why I like a 8-5 job?

Because its a Monday to Friday thing. Not Saturday, not Sunday. Monday to Friday. 8 to 5. Not any other random out of the blue prickly time of the day.

Title for another day

2010-05-30T00:51:00.002+08:00

You know, often times I find myself blogging whenever I feel tired. I'm not checking but I bet there's a few "I'm tired" statements down there. No idea why, but yeah.

I've got a new toy, I've got a new job! Woot.

Gotta get new clothes, and thats the hardest part for me. sigh.
Funny I was only nervous when I had to sign in at ground floor, and that was that.

This nervous nerve of mine seems to be disappearing of late.
Like the butterflies you get when exams get near or on the day. It didn't happen to me! Which was not good at all, not good at all.

I honestly honestly believe that this job was Godsent.
Prolly the reason why I wasn't nervous at all. Plus he wouldn't give me such a tough or boring job, or my soon to be crazy not so organised schedule. I can take it! So I'm not gonna worry about that. Yay.

Okay have a nice day everybody!

Dance of the Freaky Circles

2010-04-07T03:16:00.000+08:00

<# ice-cream

I know its pointless, but can I just say that I'm tired?

I'm tired. Nyiak. Time to go tu schleep.

In the mean time, you could go here!

You'd better have speakers, or earphones.

The ability to see, read and hear would be awhshum tuu.

Fingernail tips starting to look funny. But I think I laik anyweiz.

Cripes!

2010-03-10T02:24:00.002+08:00

Now let me tell you a secret, there's a new post before Leftovers.
I deliberately did not post it just so I won't kena marah left and right/shy from not being able to fulfill so said resolution. But what the heck la, I let you see.
Still 1 month left before it expires. *Still hopeful*

I find it very difficult to aspire making breakfast related food if one doesn't wake up in the morning to have breakfast.
Crepes! Never eaten but I can imagine already.
Its an added difficulty if you're a kiam siap person, with not much money no less.
And that is why I need to work!

With that, it arises the question of time.
So much to think of eh.
Not much to do.
Such irony.
Cripes!

Leftovers

2010-02-12T03:32:00.000+08:00

Next up, biscotti's!

Flavour : yet to be determined.

But definitely something along the lines of cheese..

Skinny Sundays

2010-02-08T02:10:00.003+08:00

Something must be wrong when you start thinking of days with 3 hour classes as a break from work, with shorter hours actually, and income. Can't have 'em all.

Reso: Get a proper job before my 21st birthday. *pleasee*

Srsly, I need more money. And its just the first week of February.
Cost of living damn high, much?

I would live in a hotel

2010-01-11T03:23:00.000+08:00

Based on a text that was never sent, "30 minutes of watching, 30 minutes of talking, 30 minutes of waiting!".

Was still a nice hour and a half spent watching a "How to make a turkey and stuffing" session, talking and sitting outside at the terrace drinking rich freshly squeezed orange juice, waiting and enjoying the sun, the view, the breeze, at said terrace while hearing not so bad pictureless tunes on HitsTv for once.
Having stayed another hour at the terrace before dinner, the whole evening was practically spent out there doing nothing. ♥ Loved it.

If I had a cool caption for this photo, it would definitely be cool. So cool.

Call me a loner, but someone once said that I have a very loner emo, nobody cares for me face. Its so sad but its so true! >:(

Nothing serious, honestly.

2009-12-21T04:32:00.003+08:00

Heading off to finding better days. For a day.

Things just doesn't feel liberated just yet, after that 3 hour stint of word vomit and hand numbness for side-effect. You think by now you'd feel the liberation. And it wasn't even a great day to begin with, neither was it great to end with. In fact it even ended pretty early.
If only I had more time in between, I might have at least had a better day in the middle.

"Why do you always do this to me?"
"Time's up, pencils down."
"No different than a criminal."

Still being horrible :) *smirks*

Forgetting

2009-12-11T02:45:00.000+08:00

I forgot that i wanted to see a perfect sunrise, gaze at the stars, or wanting an evil patrick. Like how I forgot where Su Ann's orange socks is. Or how it hasn't been washed. And is still missing.

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I'm wondering why I wrote/didn't post the above 2 months ago.

So I'm finally free, kinda. Anxiously waiting the day my biological clock goes awry again. Wanna bet I'd be waking up at 8 tomorrow morning for no particular reason?
Should probably make use of this and go out for breakfast one of these days. ANTS be waiting!

Likewise.

2009-11-04T02:36:00.003+08:00

It has been a looong week.

Yay Wednesday!

=.= :)

Shh.

All you ever want is to be Broken.

2009-10-20T23:21:00.004+08:00

If I were to be coming home at 1 in the afternoon, I would've said that it feels like I just woke up even if I did wake up at 8.
It's a good thing, yeahh.. mmhm.
But, its not 1 in the afternoon, right now its 11 at night. Scratching and itching from what I call crazy bites. Why won't they go away!
One valid reason why my painted sam green nails won't stay painted.

I wish I had something more relevant to do other than my daily bummering routine plus 1. Who knew that writing a resume takes 5 months, and counting, to do. Hah.
But its been great nonetheless.
I feel/am broke but I'm assured that I am provided for. Things keep finding me which is great, but I complain about them anyways. I shouldn't be doing that I know. Butt I just want to get it out of my system, even if its not in my system. If you get my drift..

Its okay if you don't understand me. You don't have to feel stupid.

B&W's

2009-09-27T04:15:00.002+08:00

Right now my life pretty much revolves around kids piano playing that even the song in my head are tunes of the simplest sounds.

One of the joys of doing this, even if its not forever is when you get these unexpected moments.

Parent: Kai Ying said you very love her.
Me: Awww, yes ar?
Parent: Yea, she said that teacher love her wan.

Sho kiut.

*after 2 hours of procrastination to blog and a more melodious:normal, music in mind.

So many sentence d! Take that, tansuann!
K bai.

Who haw.

2009-09-13T02:55:00.003+08:00

I would take a picture if it was that easy to transfer into the pc.
Samantha Who is currently running on tv, while I'm watching another ep online.
Nyiahaha.

Lovee that show. ♥

D for Deed with an A

2009-08-27T03:34:00.005+08:00

Don't worreh,..........you don't have to be happeyh.
♪......|......♫.....♪...♪..|.......♫...............♫....♪..|.......♫.......♪....♪...||
3......|.....1 x...2...3..|......1 x.............2 x...3..|......1 x.....2....3...||

Anggaplah single quavers tu crotchets.

Overspent In July

2009-07-30T03:03:00.002+08:00

What did I say about August being here already?

Super fast.

$$$ here you come.

brb.

Best part of you

2009-07-16T02:02:00.000+08:00

Was doing my usual bumming last night and got interrupted halfway, see.
All the kitties were out of sight so I had nothing to play with.
It was 10pm, I decided to go cycling right there and then. :)

Fun, yeaap. Neighborhood was quite the empty.
But I let the few people I see around, determine my path.
They made me go left, right, or forward.
Was not running away kinda change path, its the ok la I see you then its time to turn.

It has reached 2am now and I can't go on random cycling trips cause its too late.
4 hours of repeated Csi has fly pass by my eyes already.
Nemai, shall do it again another night!

Momo

2009-07-06T03:13:00.001+08:00

Whaaa.. What happened to Passion Sisters(as I soon found out, Song Sanaeha)?! hehehe

I can't believe that buying more contact lenses than I needed is actually the same as buying a whole bunch snacks.
Usually its the convenience of not having to go back to the shop see, but in the snack sense I get jelak just by seeing that i have too many of them. So after awhile the stuffs will be left to rot lah.

So currently, I have 4 1/2 pairs of contacts waiting to be used since last year. And I have no idea if my eyesight worsen already or not. Some more they're of different powers of 100 and 150. :( So wasted.
Think I was too kiamsap, using 1 pair for more than 6 or 7 months. Or longer.

A.k.a the JaneC laugh. Loooove youuu :)

Need to go specs hunting!

Lay Zee Mee

2009-07-04T00:47:00.001+08:00

:(
At this rate, by next week it'll be August already. heh.

Dot dot..

2009-06-18T02:11:00.001+08:00

Someone give me a copy of your resume!!!%$&^%&!
Or write me one. :D :(

Saarks.
1st step in finding a proper job also so mensarksikan.
And I'm so uncertain about e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g. and I mean eeveeerything.

Sighsighsighsighsigh.

I is Needing Koffee BEann!

2009-05-30T03:00:00.002+08:00

HI!
Tonight will be the 2nd day of assembling and disassembling the pc. Right after, bring it upstairs. Place it on the pc table to store. Did you know that I am that free?

Damn bored lor. At one point I got really, really sick of watching tv. It was like," Show. End. NOw."
I need a holiday from my holiday. But damn music school. Even on weekends. SUNDAYS. Damn.
Shit, I need to stop damning. Darn just isn't the same if its not damn.
Ok, stop now.

I might be in a crappy mood. :(
I don't want to go tomorrow.
Leave me alone!
I don't contribute to anything also ok.
Confirm crappy mood.
Life is such.
Ha.

Like always, such a crappy post.

To: Rr.Lee W.L

2009-05-04T18:32:00.001+08:00

I officially hate shifting! :(

So exhausted from doing nothing, I want to sleep. hahah

Lemme do a part diary thingy.

Going out to dinner soon, and I have NO current clothes in this current house.

Not that I need so many. But,

Tell you a secret: I have been wearing this one tee out for 4 or 5 times at least, without washing it.

HAha, its not as bad as it sounds lah, SATan!

I want to shower, but I'm so not bothered to dig for wearable clothes.

Green Fingers

2009-05-01T01:33:00.000+08:00

I wish I wouldn't have to say I'm too lazy to yeah, blog. Old news =.=" And its not that I don't want to you see. We all know that familiar feeling where we get tired the moment you have to do something. Then the tiredness disappears after a brief moment of not doing what you intended to do.
Why am i talking about this. But yeh, that feeling lah.

You know I don't think I have ever mentioned a single thing of Oreo. Now there's this new batch of kitties already. Too fast.

Might I add, Oreo's not this small, cute and furry anymore. This was like what, two months back. He is now, a long piece of soft furred kitten.
For fears of being further called an animal blog, I shall refrain from posting any other cute little wuddlies. Boo :(

More updates later in the week/month~!!

!!

2009-04-21T01:36:00.000+08:00

Super sad see this blog super dead. I do want to update and post pictures and thank people and whatnots.

But I cannot distract myself further until this weekend! After that I'm free yo. Wazzup wazzupp!

Its been too long since I last touch photoshop. I want pretty pictures!

Mission study super fail, need to go make it work.

2009-03-30T03:52:00.001+08:00

Oh gosh, oh gosh! I just realised that classes are gonna be on the for the whole week!!!! :( :(
Like, 5 days this week. Ya I know its normal, but it hasn't been normal for me :( :(
Very the sad case.
I'm so used to having 3 or 4 days of class with breaks in between the weeks, that 5 days seems to be TOO MUCH. :(

bleeeh. But nvm, my retribution will be that classes are gonna be gone in 2 more weeks.
And then!
Holiday/study break. Exams. Bum/work more, exam?
In short.

I'm not dead, I'm just in hiding

2009-03-19T04:33:00.000+08:00

Have you ever had those days where you've been thinking or talking about someone, anyone! and the next thing you know, be it a day, or hours or minutes later, they somehow magically appear. And its been quite awhile since you last heard of them and such?
Yeah that.
Scary sometimes, but cool, weirdly cool, or terrifying, mind boggling.

I wonder if its suppose to be a warning/heads up kinda thing.

Looking at,

2009-02-26T04:34:00.003+08:00

Okeh since I'm kinda done with my current addiction of an rpg game, before I scurry off find new ones. Hopefully, I will be on the map again. Whatever that means :/

Pictures! No, not today. Hasn't been updated in the pc since December? Its almost 3 months now, which actually explains why I don't blog that seldom x)
The games made me not blog hop, and chat and such anymore! Which is awesome, in my attempt of being less of a stalker. But the games are still bad addictions anyhow. Sedihnyer. Why am I filling up my time with these nonsenses.

Aight, would love to complain and let you read more.
But, no thank you.

I ran

2009-02-09T04:56:00.002+08:00

I saw, I squealed, shut my eyes and ran a little, turned around.
Hoping to be out of sight.

Mission was accomplished!

However,
It is impossible to run from life, every single time.

Hie :)

2009-01-26T00:33:00.001+08:00

Haha! I have something to talk about baby. Quite stupid wan but I find it funny.

1) I realised that I swept the floor.

2) Cut my hair

3) Talked about death

4) Crossed a half black cat

5) Cut my nails

All in one day. Super amusing ok when it all came to place.

Okay la, have a beautiful new year people.

I'm not looking, so I might just hit you.

2009-01-06T04:52:00.000+08:00

:) Eh I had this topic in mind.

People don't go around calling people a dog. I'm sure the b*thcy word got la, but you don't go saying hey woof, or doggy or puppy. WHYY!?
Why do we allow the meow, but not the woof? WHY!\
Why the catsity? Like monstrosity catsity, yeah?

booyah a mindless update!

Screw the Universe

2008-12-23T05:28:00.001+08:00

Never quite enough

2008-12-22T03:51:00.003+08:00

Somehow, my brain functions better when it's not functioning.
Whatever it may mean, but right now its functioning, and therefore my brain's not functioning. Geddit geddit?

And now is when I should be taking the opportunity to sleep well to lessen the killings of currently existing brain cells. But I am not. Thus continuing the massacre of said brain cells.

Shytes, maybe I should just go to sleep. ~~After writing this other post.~~
Blah screw it.

It's not like I'm not

2008-12-15T03:33:00.001+08:00

I need to shut this bugger down lah. I don't think I could go back to ordinary blogging anymore, I don't know how to. Everything just feels different :( Prolly not my turf anymore hoho.
See how la, but don't expect much.

Haih so many pimples. And my hair is such a screw up. I need a hair cut badlyy. I've been contemplating about whether to perm or not. But I don't think I wanna do it now la. Next year only. Just cut some of this shit first.
That, was a random moment of blab.

I'm tired, in any way possible. Which is weird. But I don't know why.
I do.
I don't.
1/2

It doesn't feel like home.

2008-12-09T21:35:00.000+08:00

FREEDOHM!
Well, at least thats what I'm declaring first :) . Holidayholidayholidayholidayholiday!

Okeh. I can't remember what I wanted to say already. But yeh, I'm in the running for the deadest blog evarr. Again! So I shall wait a few days till I post this. Dated: December the 6th, 2.47am. Not that there's anything important to be said here anyways. So you'll live. We'll live!!

K k k one more day of class to go through tmrh! Mmh, I'm speaking in H'ses.

Katak.

2008-11-17T02:39:00.000+08:00

Sorry for posting, but, whateverh! :)

Wooh I'm actually tired today, hence I shall sleep now. Like soon now! After washing up and whatever else. Including blogging about the end of my late sleeping streak. For today only.
I could have had so many peewee hour blog post but I haven't been feeling all that emo lately. So got no random one liners to say.

So. Goodnight. :(

Eyes Shut Open

2008-11-09T23:34:00.002+08:00

It is like having your eyes closed, but you're still looking. Even if you don't want to, you can't help it but to just look. Because there are temptations you created yourself. Mmm, blah.
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Ok, usually I hate seeing posts like these, but I'm gonna do it anyway. Because I find them pretty. And I'm actually thinking of blogging about it. So lets not lose this opportunity! Note: My picture arranging and sizing skill sucks.

Anyways, sunrise/dawn/early morning? I honestly love the super early mornings. Be it with sleep, or no sleep taken. I just have this unexplained feeling about the morning light, air, feel, colour and whatever that comes with it. Especially when I get to see the transition take place.
I think I shall thank Su Ann for making me stay up late once, which will be a story for another day, till it has been happening ever so often lately, which got me to seeing this.

This was in the afternoon, I guess? Janec and I were in this "competition" about who's phone take better pictures which she suddenly created out of nowhere while I was minding my own business taking nice pictures. *Gives you your Jane face* or could it be the Cheryl one?

Oh gosh this is sooo pretty! It is like paddle pop in the sky. But I think the greenish hue at the upper left was from my camera la. Blah but the face and nose and the hair there was in the way. When I tried to take another one the colours just weren't there anymore.

And this was just a few minutes after the above was taken. This was one of the nice days to take pictures thing. The sky was absolutely awesome that day. The way it contrasted and all was like, beatifullll! I was lazy too attempt a panoramic shot of how the whole sky transitioned. This was just a part of it.

Red clouds taking over the sky! They've been lingering for quite a bit lately. They feel so.. monstrous? Haha.

So anyways, this it it! Proudly brought to you by the U9. Grainy and all, but it still takes decent pictures without having to fiddle with anything, because I like it rawRrr.

This post is to be scheduled to another date to make this blog empty for even more days, just for the fun of it. And to probably prove that it could have possibly been 'The deadest blog EVAAAAARRRR'.
Dated: 6/11/2008, 2.51am.

Welcome to,

2008-10-24T03:12:00.002+08:00

The deadest blog EVAAAAARRRR.

Is now gone goNE GONE!

2008-10-18T13:02:00.002+08:00

Now the word looks like go-ne.
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"That was a waste of time."
I've been wasting a whoooole lot of time lately. Like, ugrh. Stop making me waste my time! I know I'm very free la, but still!!
edit: Apparently, IT DID NOT END THERE
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I think its time I face it.

The recurring rash

2008-10-14T03:30:00.000+08:00

Its happening again. And I proclaim that it will be over and done with soon! or now..

Tonight, will be a night of two. Two random useless pointless aimless nonsense iamtoofreeididthis pictures.

Classes are when I unleash my inner artist haha, in me. 1, to stop myself from falling asleep, or 2, to wake up and try to concentrate. Or 3, to be awake, and try to concentrate but lose the plot altogether.

Anyone would know this characters. Its so dark, its cool. I like it, like it a lot. Why am I talking this way. I shall find places to stick in on soon. Spread the darkness! A bit sakit hati though, want to stick here and there, I find it kinda expensive. But, I have something else which I could stick everywhere, Post-it notes!

Sesat, yes, I know.

It escapes me

2008-10-11T02:50:00.001+08:00

The only thing I would wanna blog about would be about the fluffies/pawfuls/4legged/animals. I dunno la, I don't like posting pictures of other people other than myself here. I'm not being selfish, I'm just lazy. Because if I were to post them up they'd be.. whats that word called? where we put the words beneath[woah like very long never use this word already] the pictures, macam comment like that. What the heck is it!? Whatever the word is -less.

Haha deng, I'm still trying to think of that word.

Tomorrow, or maybe later, I shall conform. To what you ask? I don't know..

OOoh, I am no longer a P driverrr! My dad took out the P's from Sally like so proud that he can take it out already like that lor. Haha. I dunno la, but it feels as if he was.
I'd honestly prefer the thing to be there because I drive like a madman when I'm driving cars by myself. Even with people also I think you'd agree that I still drive like a madman. So imagine when I'm driving alone.

Blergh I do this with much *i cannot think of the word that I wanna use right now*. I shall post pictures with people in them. And with that comment like word under them pictures.

Pictures below would be on the Kersh's birthday.

Group picture #1, with her bending down. Like tying her shoelace.

Group picture #2. Aaand she's up! with a blurred picture.

And then begins the series of decent lighted pictures with half indecent people.

They're falling like free falling.

They try to play rockstars.

Mmm..weird weird face.

I see stalkers..

and vulgarities. Tsk tsk.

CAPTIONS!!!!!! Thats what they're called!!hahahaha
Snowy so funny..

and Janec, please steal this pic!

This shall be, the end.

Imma Boy!

2008-10-02T22:59:00.002+08:00

Hehe..I found a picture of my old IC last time. Babi dunno why I didn't get the MyKad straight. So anyways, I was looking at it, and then I thought. I looked like a boy. I looked like SAM! Like really! Mandy didn't believe me until I showed it to her properly.

This is I, pre-boy..? k fine, pre-edit.

And this is I post-edit. Haha.. I chopped my hair off and added some bak to my cheeks. But even without the fatter cheeks also I still will look like a boy lor.
You try to go and cover my hair in the first pic..

Yah anyways, too free.

I call you Hostage

2008-10-01T01:33:00.001+08:00

Dated: 19th september
Ms. Pebl had her first fall. Thanks Jane. Chong. But I think she's alright, she must be! Ms Pebl I mean.

I meant to blog this a while back. Better fast fast blog about this now. Like crap la I blog too much in september edy. But oh wells, its finnaleh octoberh! And I wanna use the title. My sentences don't make sense.

AAANYWAYS MISS DIANA CHONG THIS IS FOR YOU. I don't know how, but like this la.

Hehehe. Supposedly to take Pepper as "hostage" in Idon'tknowhow kinda way.. But since you came here and said that you misses me. Then this is, just for fun. No more hostaging!

Super unflattering, but I have to point out that she looks like a koala!

Haha. I think I like this one. Hopefully enough to compensate the other one above. For vanity sake.

Face it.

2008-09-28T23:56:00.003+08:00

These feelings seem all too familiar. Unpleasant, to say the least.
The guilt, hurt, pain, regret, sadness that it brings. Somehow, it still carries a sigh of relieve, and joy perhaps?

When you forget.

2008-09-27T02:54:00.001+08:00

I can already feel my holiday going to waste.

Halfway Here

2008-09-26T03:21:00.003+08:00

We will never learn to not procrastinate. Which is whyyy I will be dead tired by the sunny morning of today. I have a freaking full absolutely full day & night tomorrow. And I'm here. Its not that I don't wanna sleep lor.. I just did not making good use of time. Heh.
I don't even know what I've been doing or been busy with till I haven't even been going online at all this week.
Eh its already Friday! The week has already come and go deii. Which is um, actually awesome, because I get a full week off next week! And that week better pass by slowly.

Blah so lazy wanna do work. I should really go now huhh.

Mom went to HK edy. I could've went. But..nah. Next time la :) Which leads to piles of cutleries and dishes. Which also reminds me that I hate washing the dishes. Only because I waste too much water washing them. Even if it was a single cup :\

Holding My Peace

2008-09-19T22:07:00.006+08:00

Do you think its a bad thing?
I have a million and one things to blurt out. Like seriously. Ok la not really. But there is definitely an increasing amount of things I really wanna say. But I'm like, you know, holding it all in.

I dunno laaaa, on one hand it'll be like gossiping. It IS gossiping. And even after letting it out the feelings will still be in me. Right right right right? So might as well not say anything... I know some people will say that letting it out makes you feel better and such, but what about those people. Hmm.
But you see right, if I don't let it out then I'll be having these bleh feelings and I really really don't like it lor. No one does.

Heh ok la enough of nonsense talking.

Patches

2008-09-15T02:20:00.001+08:00

Nope, it was only a temporary shut down.

I don't know why I would even bother about any of these template nonsense. Isn't it just a waste of time? I mean, I could be doing something else, something more meaningful, just something more, right?
Personal satisfaction. What does it do?
Why am I asking questions that brings anyone nowhere?
Nothing better to do ah?

I shouldn't be here.

Unsubstantial

2008-09-12T01:00:00.001+08:00

I don't know where to start on the stupid blog template lah.
Yes, its time for a change. But who knows when that'll be.

This shall be another unsubstantial blog post. Wooot, a title!

Haha..woman #2, patience I tell you, patience.

In my attempt at not being an animal blog,
I will refrain from blogging about that till the next time.

And since I'm too lazy to load the other pics from the camera.

I DONT WANT TO BLOG ANYMORE LAH.

ok wait. one picture. dowan d lah.
but but it was about the cute guy..
but nowwww.... NO MOOD lah no mood!

It must be the weather.

The Epitome of Kebodohan

2008-09-06T11:31:00.002+08:00

2 months over due. But whtver.
Plus, its funny.

Click for a larger view. The file quite small so yeah, it loads much faster.
And as you can see above[↑], I'm feeling extremely lazy.
Sooo...compile everything together straight lah.
Smart hor smart hor.
Some more it doesn't clog my blog.
Ok boring.

Can't you see..?

Stupid moments.Just stupid.

2008-09-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

Gah! Why do I alwaysalways have to be like this.
WHy why why WHY!? WHy freaking why tell me why!?

This is shitness. Sorry la, its back to emoing.
I spoil my own mood every single time.
Blaah I wanna stop thinking about it.
Its so not going away.Blehblah get the hell out lah.
Brr and I dont think blogging helps much.
Remind me saja.
I'll go get mad at something else lah! Ish.

Michelleohahforgetitplease!

Tmrrw, tmrrw

2008-09-03T01:28:00.000+08:00

Class resume's tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwwww.
IdontwantIdontwantIdontwantIdontwantIdontwant!
Thinking about it makes me tired.
I'm tired!
And life is so..so ..sad...and tiring!

Meh, I'll try to come up with wordy posts.
Pictures are boring!
Kuakuakua.. *yawn*
I'll go eat bread with kayaa!

The Panoramic Epidemic

2008-08-29T01:20:00.001+08:00

Eh dung. Today Friday already ah.
I've been having this craving of going Rock climbing.
It's been way too long ago since the last visit. Aku nak exercise la..

Right, I shall now provide you with a string of panoramic pictures.

Or rows of them..

Whichever you prefer.
Oooh I super love love love the last one.

I've been very fupunny lately/.

hello.. Moto

2008-08-26T23:30:00.001+08:00

Heh heh heh eheh.
I might sound like some psycho, but I'm happy!

Finally,
I present thee with..

Awesomee..

I have no idea what to label this,
I brought rm1000 in my pocket cause I wasn't really sure how much was this fella.
And in the car I was already counting counting the money and it amounted to 1030.
..and more :) but I decided to bring just that down. And the 30 in my bag.
If anything else, dad would pay.

So right, we got to the shop and it was said to be rm999.
Then we decided to upgrade the memory which would cost rm30.

Now you count, and tell me how much.

HAHA.*bimbomode* Like ohmygosh, so speechless.
Got it for rm1020 in the end though.

mypweetypweety u9..

It proves to say that it takes two

2008-08-25T03:30:00.001+08:00

There are tons of post worthy pictures which I doubt I'd ever have the chance to post up.
They're random, but nice. But being too random would probably be too much for you to take. Too nonsensical. Why la.. :( Now what shall I do with 'em!

Oh ya sorry, I forgot about stalking the the dog.

Lazy want to edit anything la.
And she looks.. clean. Wonder if anyone gave her a bath :\

Haih. How ah.

Okay I shall talk about finishing my exams.
I reaaaally hope and pray that I actually do pass them.
Soo do not want to sit for another semester of these subjects. I.cannot.take it.
Blame me for studying the night before. Or rather the morning itself.Haah.
Shimmy damn geng. She actually woke me up at 4am to study.
Cause I've been staying up till 6 for two days. Third day tak tahan d.

The rubik cube. Dangg. The colour is super evil and a very attention seeking item.
Gosh you have no idea how I tried to refrain myself from twisting and turning that nonsense while trying to face down to look at my notes and study!
It does help in procrastinating though.
And no, I won't be posting picture of it. Not yet anyways.
Haven't even take. Though I already have this image in my head.

Wokay, I shall end this post with a bang.

BANG.

I see the sky turn blue

2008-08-24T06:50:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO SLEEEEEPPP!

:( :( :( :9 :6 :< >:( >:| *:( >!(

Okaaaaay I shouldn't be playing with emoticons right now.
I tell you........
if I don't finish studying by 7.30, then I lagi won't be able to sleep.

AND DO YOU EVEN REALISE THAT ITS A Faa-reeek-iin SUNDAY?!
*repeat ---> :( :( :( :9 :6 :< >:( >:| *:( >!(

Tatitugoodnight.

Almost!

2008-08-15T18:31:00.001+08:00

I tried to study today, but failed miserably lah.

Had some self control for the morning but I ended up with the Sudoku instead.
And ended up sleeping thereafter.
Lunch, hanging out and now, we're here!
Soon to shower, eat, teach and who knows what else I'm gonna procrastinate with.

Let's stalk the cat shall we.

To be not

2008-08-10T02:22:00.000+08:00

Is hard.

I have nothing to say la.
Which explains the wordless picture post below.
And even if I do, I really can't remember.

A post with just pictures without words was dull.
Will try not to do that again.

My stery = Mystery

Oh right, hols are heree. Kinda.
Though I think I've said this already.

• Kat asked me to wish her on her birthday.HAHAHAh
Now there's a first. Happy belated 20th minus 1!

World Through Your Eyes

2008-08-09T03:53:00.001+08:00

I will blog!

2008-08-08T01:40:00.003+08:00

SOON!-ish..

You wait lah, my holidays are here.
Not yet, but cum Saturday, it will be.

But holiday also not fully fully holiday.
Still working.

Blaaahdiblobluu.
Ok timetosleepgoodnight!

Friends

2008-07-25T04:02:00.001+08:00

It needs a new definition.

Ignorance

2008-07-24T01:30:00.003+08:00

Because it doesn't hurt when you're not looking.

_

Fix the PC!!!!!

It started with a word

2008-07-20T02:33:00.002+08:00

Church.
And I went thinking "Why do I not read the bible as much as should be?"
Its a shame that I don't read it anytime I want, and I call myself a Christian.
No, reading/not reading the bible does not define one's self as a Christian or not.

Anyways it went on to this.
Why would anyone lie and say they're a Christian when they're not.
Regarding someone saying something about Bus Co.
Why would anyone lie about it la?

Because calling yourself a Christian its cool?
Yes, being and calling yourself a Christian is cool. Its awesome! I'm so so proud of it!
Its awesome to know that we have, yes have, He's mine! You wanna share? No probbieee! and believe in this all so mighty God.
Its so mind blowing that we know and have witness all these awesome and powerful works which He has done in people's lives, in our own lives. Its so cool right.
Who would actually deny it?

I'm so proud to say that I believe in my one and only God.
I love Him! And I do not want to take Him for granted anymore.
I am excited to know You better.
So that I can tell the world that I actually do, know know You!

Hooha.

I'd do

2008-07-19T01:40:00.001+08:00

I feel like a workaholic lah. And its sucking the life out of me.
Keep sleeping in class.
You see, if I'm not studying at home, I might as well listen in class right?

:D I'm such a goof.
There was once I managed to shock myself till my heart jumped and I was all awake again!
Cause right, I was so happy[extremely] that it was 4.50pm. 10minutes till class ends.
Hahahah. I amuse myself quite a bit.

Bleh sleeping at 1 or 2 still not enough to keep me up for the whole day.
Need to be earlier some more weh. Haih shit la.

Okaaay I don't think I can take it anymore.
Need. A whooole. Lotta. Sleep.

I Fill Thy

2008-07-19T01:25:00.000+08:00

I think I have way too many drafts.
And I don't like it.

Eh.

2008-07-12T02:42:00.005+08:00

Rally is today..
This time in Pandamaran Sports Complex or something lah.
Yah the Pandamaran field there, donttellmeudontknowismackyouitellu.
So uh. Yeah.
Datang, jangan tak datang.
And, you're never too old for God honeh.

I like feeling vulnerable. Tell me its normal!
I like not having my voice. Though its kinda back already.
Heehee something happened in class today. Idunwansay.
But nothing big or hoohaa-ish about it. Just :)
But of all days la it had to be difficult for me to talk. Dang it.

Disease: Deficiency of Love

2008-07-10T01:27:00.003+08:00

I filled my posting section there with drafts in a day..
and somehow that made me come to a standstill.
Obviously the term "write now and continue later" does not work with me.

I don't know how people do anything 9-5
When it comes to the 2-5 part I start falling asleep swaying left and right already.
Thus, making me not able to pay attention.
Immastudentimmastudentimmastudent!

That was me convincing myself that um, I'm a student.
I'm only 19 lah for goodness sake. I still wanna enjoy myself doing nothing.
Being able to do nothing is a privilege to some.

Which convinces me that I'm a lousy piano player/teacher.
Or even a kindy teacher.

Word of advice, never succumb to the deeds/talents of your father.
I am my own person. I'm sorry I suck lah.

ISH.

Ooh, sudden wrath.

Gunshot

2008-06-30T02:15:00.001+08:00

Someday,
I will learn my lesson.

Just not today.

50 minutes

2008-06-25T00:02:00.002+08:00

To 10. Or less.

I need to decide. Help!
Straightened but not much diff? Brace face. 2 to 2 1/2 years.
Orrr,
+Fix the jaw. Brace face, *surgery, brace face. 3 1/2 years.
*surgery is not minor wan ah!

Howw..
Meh stupid la. I can feel all the imperfections now.

Sometimes, I'd rather not know.

Don't we all.

Excellent, Happy, Day.

2008-06-22T01:43:00.001+08:00

The dude is freaky. Don't even bother clicking the link.
But if you do click anyways, tell me what is it about la.
I only know its in some other language.
Excellent excellent.
Happy day.

I taught a total of 7 kids.. in 4 hours. Straight. One shot. Like machine gun.
Honestly don't know if all of them understand my teaching or not. X)
Whatever la. They all so cute I don't really care.

I haven't been liking kids generally for a long time.
Now, I want to retire.

I wanna sleep.. So stupid. I tried sleeping but then I think it might be too early for the body to sleep. But the body is tired!! :(
I also wanna eat. But if I eat now, later I got nothing to eat edy.
So yeah keep for later.
Actually I can eat.. Mmm.. Ok I know what I'll eat! Seriously, its not rocky.

I am still sleeping at 5. I used to think 3 is late enough lor..

Out of 50. I only kept 2.

Haih. Wish you happy day.
Isn't it ironic?

Whoa pictures!

2008-06-20T02:14:00.001+08:00

The similarity?

I am never in one of these kinda pictures! :[

Haha I eat rocky till my upper lip a little bit bengkak.

We want what we can't have.

2008-06-19T00:38:00.003+08:00

To everything else.

Also, I don't think I want my day-off's.
I already have nothing to do.
Gimme classes gimme classes! No hw can edy.

Maybe I should umm, catch up on reading the bible.
Been slacking on it a whooole lot. So horrible.

So yeah for tomorrow..
No gb to distract me, pc and tv shall be turned off and untouched.
Well, not until later :)

Stupid CIMBpanzee. We shall finally meet.
Lazy lah.

N/A

2008-06-17T05:01:00.004+08:00

I am currently back to my past addiction of the oh-so-fabulous game, FreeCell.
Don't worry Solitaire, I still love you.
But the wins in FreeCell.. Bliss. Have I mentioned addictive?

Mmm my stacks of Rocky's can last me another week.
The name Michael[..Jackson?] still haunts me.

I've been sleeping at 5 in the morning for..1,2,3,4? days.
I don't even do anything at this hour.

And having only 2, two, TWO! classes [oh yeah babyy!] this week isn't gonna help much.
Aiya don't Jealous k? Maklumlah my days was like 6/7 classes in a week.
So I had my fair share of not so nice days.

I don't don't don't don't like teaching on Fridays! :(

Don't. Slurp.

2008-06-14T12:30:00.000+08:00

Schucks. I have nothing to do.
Done with the game already.
Assignment handed in. With a minor mistake on the bloody front cover :(
Weekend classes are no more.

Why must everything stop at one go lar.
But yay I"m blogging! ..kinda

Haih bosannyer..

The Entrance

2008-06-12T01:26:00.000+08:00

Essays and crap made me realise one thing. I hate hate hate hate writing.
Ok finee even if I don't hate writing, my brain doesn't have enough useful juice to spill out.
Oh right, the brain has none at all.

Have you seen me write long long making my own sense here?
No right? Even if got long long also..it is like *type*
*enter*
*type*
*enter*
*type*
*enter* kind ya know?

During schooling days also..gosh they say essays must be this *insert number* long.
Even if I tried. I really, really, cannot make it.

So anyways, yeah. I'M ALIVE!
Was busy with the gb. Still am.
If not I wouldn't want to come online la.
Had to cause of this stupid finallyendingsoonishafterhandingupthisassignment babi LAN subject.

And I'm only blogging because I wanna procrastinate.
I am prinCESS of procrastination. Hoho.

I had this paranoia thinking yesterday. Wanted to blog about it lor.
But then got work due the next day and all.
So tak jadi.
T'was funny. To me la.

Dang its already 1 something. Seriously, what was I doing for an hour.
I am not done! :(

The food post

2008-05-20T01:25:00.002+08:00

I am beginning to fill my boredom and whatnots with food.
Now, if only I can find some lying around.
I wanna eat!

But I am quite the kiam siap eater you see.
Eat also eat a little bit here and there so that the food won't finish.
Then I can continue eating later or something.
So yeah the weight isn't moving nowhere.
Haha sucker.

I, need my stack of rocky's..
I,

shall go now.

New Pretty Song

2008-05-15T02:52:00.000+08:00

How do you stop being stupid?
Wellll, you just stop.
In the process, in the process

Harharharr. So hard lor every time I wanna laugh virtually with the "r" there.
Must consider and see whether Har will perasan and think I calling her or not.
So often times I restrain and don't do it. Hahaha!

Lepas lepas.
I needa sleepa before I can'ta sleepa.
Haha Terminator Sarah Connor blah blah.

Bite dust you dust.

Skip this

2008-05-06T01:31:00.003+08:00

Even though I had this feels-like-its-never-ending LAN classes during the weekend, somehow it still feels as if I did nothing during the weekend. Like any other weekend lar.
Which I think is absolutely awesome.
Because then comes the I-hate-Monday day.

BUT I love the fact that I have one or two days of every week for this semester.
Little breaks in between the days is what we need right.
Which is why I am free tomorrow/today!
Oh joy oh joy.

Oh crap. I think this week I have a 6 days a week classes.
Crap crap crap crap.
Blah whatever la. The Sunday one is short class this week.
Haha ya la. I actually have Sunday classes.
So horrible right they all.
And then next week I'll only have like what? Two days of classes only.
Aiyar maybe three. At least not four, thats good.
But anyways.... Wah laah!

Pigs can't fly

2008-05-03T23:22:00.001+08:00

I want to stop hoping..
I don't know why. K la thats crap, I do know why.Blah.

Disappointment is starting to get on my nerves.
It is so freaking annoying.

Fine. Lets think happy thoughts. :) :)

Oh my classes officially starts today.
Goodness how can this be happy.

Blah have a nice day.

And you?

2008-04-30T02:58:00.000+08:00

Meet shoe.

Plus froggo & crabbey.

Heh. How creative am I.

Ms. Whiny #2

2008-04-28T02:23:00.000+08:00

#3 didn't make it. XD

No la no more cats died.
But Ichiban has been missing for a very long time now.
So.. Who knows. RIP Mrs. Ichiban, just in case.

Aiyoh the randomity continues another time lah.

Nerd-ses

2008-04-24T18:19:00.003+08:00

Boring lah.
Small nerd in front of me studying.
Two "cool/punk" nerds supposedly studying but I think they're talking now behind of me.
And a school[?] nerd studying outside.Think she's sms-ing.

Mmph...Pooh bear in the wrong colour.

Hey I would love to study if I had anything to study okay.

Want to study also got nothing to study.What the heck right.Haha

You see right, piktchaares.

Studying = Fail lah these people.

I'm not smoking!

Small nerd sayaang.

K i like this picture of myself.

I know you miss me.

I don't want to fall asleep tonight.

2008-04-17T04:21:00.001+08:00

Oh wait.
Scratch that.
*scratch scratch*